Sarah Coy
I miss you so much, Grandma. I think of you and Grandpa every day and it hurts so much to know you're not here anymore. Things are different without you. I know you wouldn't want me to be sad for an old lady whose time had come, but I cant help it. Sometimes I think that I would give anything for one more conversation with you, but then I realize that I dont want just one. I wanted you to be here forever. And part of me believed you would be. And perhaps you still are, in my heart. I miss hearing your voice, and how you were the only person that could make me feel better after a horrible day. I hope you and Grandpa are together again now. It's one of the only thoughts that keeps me going in my grief. I hope you like the flowers I left for you. I know this message is no different than shouting my feelings out into the other, but I still want to believe that maybe somehow, some way, you will receive it. Thank you for everything you did for me that you didnt even realize you were doing. I am forever grateful, and a better person for having you in my life. I love you more than I had the words to say.