Nicko Risi
It's been almost month and not a day goes by without me thinking abut you, I am getting small hints that you're looking over us. I have been taking care of Pops and Dobby. Aleya has been a rock for our family. I now understand what others say " you don't know what you have till its gone". you were my protector from everything, and I do miss you every day. The most I miss is our alone time together shopping, milkshakes or just having time for us to communicate. I will always remember you as being the best mom in the world. I know you loved being a mom and being there for your family.
I want to say sorry for not being there, but I was told it was probably why you left when you did , to protect me from seeing that. if so thank you. I hope you know Pops and Aleya were there.
I want you and others to know of how proud I am of you, Most couldn't fathom and deal with what i thing would of been the most terrifying time in a person life, and you did it your way. If you were scared you didn't show it. we all know the reason. ( to protect the family)
I want everyone to know my mom was truly the best mom anyone could ask for. there's nothing she wouldn't do for me. I didn't even have to ask, she knew and made it happen. if there was something wrong she knew. no matter what the situation was she was there for me and I was for her. we had a very special bond that we will always have.
Love, Nicko